Sitting here at my parent's, waiting for my clothes to wash before I head back home. Although come the end of October it might not be my home anymore.
So I've been living with my then-girlfriend and her family since April. Flash forward to August or September, we break up. I've been living with her for that entire time hoping she wants to get back together.
Well on Thursday she admitted she is done, and she didn't outright say it but I can tell her feelings for me are gone.
So I may have to put my two weeks notice in at my job, uproot entirely (again) and move back to my parents place. Literally uproot and start my life from scratch -- no job, no income -- nothing. Mentally, I've been on very unsound foundation for the past while, and that's why I haven't been on here. I'm terrified.