The "What Are You Doing This Moment" Thread

I have some weird thing in regards to anti-depressants. A friend of mine is/was on them and they helped him out a lot, but I somehow feel like it is cheating or that taking them isn't really solving a problem just hiding it. I feel like I need to deal with it and solve it in a more proactive way. I think that is the only way I would be satisfied. And to be honest, as weird and unhealthy as it sounds, sometimes when I feeling happy, it almost feels as if something is missing. I have become so accustomed to feeling otherwise that being truly happy feels foreign. That is why I do not think I would ever want any sort of medication. If I didn't actively address the issue and it just faded away I think I would just feel strange all the time.

I am a weirdo.
 
I think I have the cure to make you happy:

HAPPY GABBER TECHNO!

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i dont trust anti depressants. I have this crippling fear that they will rob me of what I am,i.e creativity, my personality ect. But the shitty thing is that I am extremely depressed a large amount of the time. SO I just take St.Johns Wort pills, which seem to help alot. obiously nothing like happy pills, but I think its a better way of going about it ( naturopathic)
 
Just got settled into my new apartment today. This place is fucking great. For an extra $75/month, I get a bigger room, nicer location (right next to the main 'strip' in Richmond with all the local shops/diners), my own friggin' balcony, shorter drive time to work, and no morons shouting/laughing at a TV screen every single night in an adjacent living room.

<-- happy
 
Just got settled into my new apartment today. This place is fucking great. For an extra $75/month, I get a bigger room, nicer location (right next to the main 'strip' in Richmond with all the local shops/diners), my own friggin' balcony, shorter drive time to work, and no morons shouting/laughing at a TV screen every single night in an adjacent living room.

<-- happy

Congrats man! That sounds great.
 
I have some weird thing in regards to anti-depressants. A friend of mine is/was on them and they helped him out a lot, but I somehow feel like it is cheating or that taking them isn't really solving a problem just hiding it. I feel like I need to deal with it and solve it in a more proactive way. I think that is the only way I would be satisfied. And to be honest, as weird and unhealthy as it sounds, sometimes when I feeling happy, it almost feels as if something is missing. I have become so accustomed to feeling otherwise that being truly happy feels foreign. That is why I do not think I would ever want any sort of medication. If I didn't actively address the issue and it just faded away I think I would just feel strange all the time.

I am a weirdo.

Nah, that is legit. My girlfriend's mom is on anti-depressants iirc and my girlfriend told me it makes you like a drone who just seems outwardly more pleasant but you're really just aloof. That is shitty.
 
Just got settled into my new apartment today. This place is fucking great. For an extra $75/month, I get a bigger room, nicer location (right next to the main 'strip' in Richmond with all the local shops/diners), my own friggin' balcony, shorter drive time to work, and no morons shouting/laughing at a TV screen every single night in an adjacent living room.

<-- happy

:rock:
 
You two should have gay sex, obviously.

Ripping my entire CD collection over again...and I keep spotting things and thinking "I haven't heard that in forever, I need to give it another listen." Also, it occurs to me that Ingurgitating Oblivion is a really awesome band name.