The "What Are You Doing This Moment" Thread

Posting on here because I need a break. I've been attempting to paint an illustration for a poster I'm making. Due tuesday, so I'd really like to finish the painting part tonight, and cut and glue everything tomorrow.

It was a really bad idea on my part to paint though. I can draw fairly well, but I haven't made very many attempts to paint, and this one is starting to look like complete shit. Been working on it since noon....8 hours later I'm still nowhere near finished.

I feel like such a failed artist because of this. I'm normally a straight-A student but this could prove to be the end of me.
 
I have what one of my teachers calls the "itty bitty shitty committee" in my head. To me nothing I do is ever good enough, and you can never really achieve perfection in art. The harder I try, the more negative shit my teachers and classmates will have to say about my work.

The only stressful thing is, no matter how good I am, even if I'm the best in all of my classes I know there's someone else out there who is like ten times better than me, easily.
 
Going to bed soon. I chilled out with this chick earlier named fiona at her apartment and it went pretty well, she wants to hang out friday night so who knows. We're both pretty similiar. go with the flow
 
Getting prepped to go to the library for another seven or eight hours of studying. I have to read excerpts from Hegel's Phenomenology of Spirit (and understand them), half of Melville's The Confidence Man, and a few more pages of Freud.
 
Spent thanksgiving with my gf's family. It was nice to not be alone in my empty dorm. Also, the food was pretty epic. Now just chilling with my girl watching Buffy the Vampire Slayer 'cause we're cool like that.
 
I know, it's stupid. It honestly just felt wrong, but hey, whatever. Sad I'm gonna miss thanksgiving with my family, though.