Well, I feel okay, cheerful but a little confused. Also a little sad, a little dissapointed, and maybe even a little mad.
Hmmm... Mixed emotions, mixed signals... Someone I consider a close friend really just doesn't seem to give a fuck at all about me at times. Dunno how to take that, but it both bugs me deeply, but not very much at all, both at the same time.
I feel like I could be really sad, and on some level, it bugs me deeply, but on the outside, it doesn't affect me that much at all anymore.
Hmm... How odd. It's almost like a game or something. Hard to tell.
I guess I should just be the old me, "I want to care, but I don't"... but I've grown a bit past that stage... dunno if it's possible to regress...
Oh well, my weekly ramble for anyone who likes reading this crap.