SentinelSlain
Suck my joined date.
- Nov 21, 2007
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I think I might get kicked out. I've been really pissing off my mother. I try and avoid but I can't hold in my temper and the whole world just comes in around me. I do one thing wrong and she says all the same old shit she's always said in the same voice. Urgh.
Unlike Effigy, MC doesn't pick fights. He's just batshit insane and at times likable.
I'm blasting some live Olórin footage trying to hold back some beer shits. Really need to figure out the best and cheapest way to record a nice EP/Promo to sell/give to record labels.
I've come to the conclusion that I think that I wish I was born female, not that I specifically have any dislike for being male. Just think that who I am as a person would be easier to express without fear of social and familial negativity.
That said I'm still relatively comfortable with how I am now anyways, and I wouldn't want to ever give up my beard 8)
Why would being a female be easier for you to express who you are?
I feel mostly uncomfortable acting as a male would in Western society, but I sometimes feel as if I acted in more feminine ways I'd be ridiculed by my family, coworkers, friends, etc. and told that I'm being 'gay' or being a faggot. I know that the proper response would be to forget those people if they can't accept me as I am, but when you've got very little in the form of a social 'web' of sorts it is hard to cut people out of it...
but as I said before I don't hate being a man, I'm fine with it, I just think were I born a female I would've been better for it.
I'M FUCKING MARRIED.
I've come to the conclusion that I think that I wish I was born female, not that I specifically have any dislike for being male. Just think that who I am as a person would be easier to express without fear of social and familial negativity.
That said I'm still relatively comfortable with how I am now anyways, and I wouldn't want to ever give up my beard 8)