The "What Are You Doing This Moment" Thread

Unlike Effigy, MC doesn't pick fights. He's just batshit insane and at times likable.

I'm blasting some live Olórin footage trying to hold back some beer shits. Really need to figure out the best and cheapest way to record a nice EP/Promo to sell/give to record labels.
 
I think I might get kicked out. I've been really pissing off my mother. I try and avoid but I can't hold in my temper and the whole world just comes in around me. I do one thing wrong and she says all the same old shit she's always said in the same voice. Urgh.
 
I think I might get kicked out. I've been really pissing off my mother. I try and avoid but I can't hold in my temper and the whole world just comes in around me. I do one thing wrong and she says all the same old shit she's always said in the same voice. Urgh.

Why aren't you nice to your mommy. :(

Alright. Shitty wine opening in 3 2 1........

EDIT: I feel like some senior getting shit for free and then enjoying it like this. Doing the whole this is shitty but it's for free.

EDIT2: Well this smells like all kinds of shit.

EDIT3: This wine is filling a big hole in my soul.
 
Doing some research on seasonal affective disorder. I think I have a mild case of the rarer summer variety. I tend to have high levels of anxiety, poor ability to concentrate- even on hobbies like absorbing an album for the first time, occasional insomnia, and a particular sensitivity to barometric pressure. On the flip side I'm always very happy in the cooler months...
 
I've come to the conclusion that I think that I wish I was born female, not that I specifically have any dislike for being male. Just think that who I am as a person would be easier to express without fear of social and familial negativity.

That said I'm still relatively comfortable with how I am now anyways, and I wouldn't want to ever give up my beard 8)
 
Having a beard is pretty awesome. Although I do miss the ritual of shaving. I have a nice safety razor, badger hair brush and really cool shaving soap. So when I do shave, it's really nice. I don't know. I wish I could shave and just have my beard grow back immediately.

Pat-- Congratulations! Now what? Honeymoon? 2.5 children and a white picket fence?
 
Unlike Effigy, MC doesn't pick fights. He's just batshit insane and at times likable.

I'm blasting some live Olórin footage trying to hold back some beer shits. Really need to figure out the best and cheapest way to record a nice EP/Promo to sell/give to record labels.

I need to get my black metal album recorded but my guitarist is being slow. :(
 
I've come to the conclusion that I think that I wish I was born female, not that I specifically have any dislike for being male. Just think that who I am as a person would be easier to express without fear of social and familial negativity.

That said I'm still relatively comfortable with how I am now anyways, and I wouldn't want to ever give up my beard 8)

Why would being a female be easier for you to express who you are?
 
Why would being a female be easier for you to express who you are?

I feel mostly uncomfortable acting as a male would in Western society, but I sometimes feel as if I acted in more feminine ways I'd be ridiculed by my family, coworkers, friends, etc. and told that I'm being 'gay' or being a faggot. I know that the proper response would be to forget those people if they can't accept me as I am, but when you've got very little in the form of a social 'web' of sorts it is hard to cut people out of it...

but as I said before I don't hate being a man, I'm fine with it, I just think were I born a female I would've been better for it.
 
I feel mostly uncomfortable acting as a male would in Western society, but I sometimes feel as if I acted in more feminine ways I'd be ridiculed by my family, coworkers, friends, etc. and told that I'm being 'gay' or being a faggot. I know that the proper response would be to forget those people if they can't accept me as I am, but when you've got very little in the form of a social 'web' of sorts it is hard to cut people out of it...

but as I said before I don't hate being a man, I'm fine with it, I just think were I born a female I would've been better for it.

What exactly are these "feminine actions" that you're referring to?

Anyways, I can somewhat relate. I get ridicule for some of the things I do and don't do, and it's not a great experience. I'm a pretty awkward, reclusive person, and it's hard to maintain healthy relationships with people when you don't really feel all that great about yourself. It's hard to live up to society's expectations.

Don't forget, there's advantages and disadvantages to both sexes. I'm sure if you were a women, there would be certain things that made you wish you were a man.
 
Trying to wake up. Dreary weather doesn't help. On a side note, I read something fairly amusing on Facebook: My brother and his gf are returning from a week trip to Hawaii and are traveling via LAX back to New Jersey. Apparently their flight in Los Angeles was held up by Bill Cosby. I don't know any additional details but the thought of being delayed by The Cos seems real funny.
 
I'M FUCKING MARRIED.

Bon Voyage!

I've come to the conclusion that I think that I wish I was born female, not that I specifically have any dislike for being male. Just think that who I am as a person would be easier to express without fear of social and familial negativity.

That said I'm still relatively comfortable with how I am now anyways, and I wouldn't want to ever give up my beard 8)

Gender and/or sex changes won't change your family or social circle's behavior much. An extremely PC drama queen is disliked whether male or female. However, boobs.
 
I think women generally have bigger trouble being accepted by others. When they're ugly nobody cares what korean band they like and when they're bitchy all the other girls hate them. They have to discuss idiotic masquerade shit with other ladies and when one finds a guy to discuss shit with that shares same hobbies and likes Bach and Paysage d'Hiver too the guy will try to fuck her because no girl ever talked to him like that and probably even rape her because he's deranged and that sucks because he's ugly. I mean, Paysage de fucking HIVER. Ice cold anti-social. Should have seen it coming, bitch.